Uncertainty

Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What's my fate Maybe I'm losing it Can't do this shit All on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have it takes Maybe I'm losing it Maybe I can't do this shit All on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit It's like all on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit Can you let me love and hold And shield you from the world too Protect you when you’re scared Be here like I'm supposed to  No matter what you go through  I'm the one you come to I need to know that there’s somebody I can trust too So forgive me I’m I’m not the surest I ain’t got no time Often trapped inside my mind People like to play me like I’m blind Been looking for love In the wrong places and stuff Really ain’t got no trust Call my bluff When I’m covered in lust Smelling like sex and blunts There’s this disconnect and I see All these damage, lies and debris  Trepidation spreading thru my veins It’s in my lungs I can’t breathe  No wonder I’m stuck Nigga got caught in the mud Nigga gotta test his luck Can’t give no fucks People don’t show no love Keep rolling up my dubs I'm not safe In this cage I try to switch but shit don’t change Wanna be the moon but I stay fazed I can’t follow, I cannot chase That's that stubborn shit and I know  Please get back and please don’t get close  Niggas wanna play you all the time Y'all wanna do the most Playing these games Wanna think that I'm a joke All on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit It's like all on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit Can you let me love and hold And shield you from the world too Protect you when you’re scared Be here like I'm supposed to  No matter what you go through  I'm the one you come to I need to know that there’s somebody that I can trust too Thinking back I always been unsure To the broken glass, Nintendo 64 Back when the gunshots had came thru the door Drop down get to the floor  Or get smoked I hear they pray I fall I hear the devil’s call I’ll bring my all Even if I crawl I’m gonna prove them wrong  Cause I keep holding back  Keep on doubting whatever I have  Not sure who around Who gon' stab me in the back Which nigga real Which bitch gon cap Won’t be deceived Words I don’t believe  It's only when I succeed I seem to retreat When I know how I'm perceived Fuckin' up my esteem I've got big dreams with little confidence Gotta succeed I don’t wanna pay no rent Gotta plant the seeds I gotta represent Won’t stop going till my names in cement like Keep going till it's over I won't stop now Bitch I'm never sober I'm walking this world now as a loner  Blowing that good tree like a stoner All on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit It's like all on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit Can you let me love and hold And shield you from the world too Protect you when you’re scared Be here like I'm supposed to  No matter what you go through  I'm the one you come to I need to know that there’s somebody that I can trust too Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it Maybe I can’t do this shit It's like all on my brain Am I going insane Do I even have what it takes What’s my fate Maybe I’m losing it I can’t do this shit