Whispers in the Dark

The evil inside manifests from my mind It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide Everything that I tried To keep bottled up inside, oh I I can see 'em all coming alive It’s them Don’t run Won't you be silent while they roam They’ve made my mind their home Always find me when I run I hear the whispers in the dark The writing on the wall My demons here to haunt Please don't panic here they come Scared for myself I can’t deny It's like silhouettes stand over me at night Staring at me with red eyes I can't believe they're comin’ from inside It's like memories and pain that I know I try to bite that bullet but I choke Regrettin’ going down those dark roads But it’s hard for me to let go Of the pain—it’s insane I need to revamp, I need change I need these demons to be restrained I’ve tried everything, I’ve even prayed Tried to be quiet and not engage But my emotions I can’t contain Shit’s been wild and can’t be tamed They can smell the fear runnin’ through my veins Not sure if I need a therapist But I know that I need an exorcist I doubt it'll help, I'm a pessimist My dark mind will be my detriment Can’t fight for myself, I’m not equipped I can look in your eyes and tell you’re not convinced Can you see them in the hall? Go and take a glimpse If you listen real close you can hear them hiss You gotta run, better run, better run, better run But I can’t get away no matter where I turn Thought I was safe but they always return Been fuckin’ with me since I was young From them days that I was shunned To treating myself like I was scum I’m dead inside and I always hurt But I opened this door now they always lurk The evil inside manifests from my mind It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide Everything that I tried To keep bottled up inside, oh I I can see 'em all coming alive It’s them Don’t run Won't you be silent while they roam They’ve made my mind their home Always find me when I run I hear the whispers in the dark The writing on the wall My demons here to haunt Please don't panic here they come Shh Did you hear that Did you feel that Something just brushed pass Can’t see them, man they move fast Hear the creaks on the floor where they dance Reminding me how I been trapped Knowing that my faith had been lapsed They cut me deep and then laugh Been trying to live my truth But every day is hard to get through Reflecting on the things that I do And all the drugs that I had abused Feeding off the pain held in my soul I have no willpower or control It's like how can I get them to leave me alone It seems like everywhere I go it’s like dangers prone I see the demons that are down within That taunt me when I sleep tryna drown me in All the hate that I keep deep down with in I hear them when they speak, they on the prowl again I’m not depressed, I am possessed I tried to set fire where the demons rest I can feel them inside tearing at my flesh Why can’t I let them go and get them off my chest All the pain, all the shame, all the guilt, all the lies I'm everything that I despise Please don’t ignore all the blatant signs Cause I need answers to help my pleas and cries Am I cursed for life, am I damned to the grave Somebody please help me escape Pulling me down, I can feel these flames I’m praying to God for me to be saved The evil inside manifests from my mind It’s useless for me to try to run or to hide Everything that I tried To keep bottled up inside, oh I I can see 'em all coming alive It’s them Don’t run Won't you be silent while they roam They’ve made my mind their home Always find me when I run I hear the whispers in the dark The writing on the wall My demons here to haunt Please don't panic here they come