Bottled Up Heart

The pain inside haunts me Never stops when I want it to Cause it keeps on lingerin' Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake Supressin' all my emotions cause they can't be controlled Could but it's a hassle, rather blow my brains out Avoid all the Trauma Dumpin', you'll just listen and judge Soak up all my little details like a wet sponge Don't wanna let it out, force that shit back down Killin' my heart every second it's without a doubt Pressure building and it's tightenin' up in my chest Place my hand over my heart, I'm pledging my allegiance The damage is done, there's no where to run Harm myself with my words, a damaged heart in return I'm feelin' the hurt, chokin' on my words, it's almost as if I'm a hazard The pain inside haunts me Never stops when I want it to Cause it keeps on lingerin' Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake Losing my sanity, a little lately Keep my lips sealed so I don't sound crazy To put it simply I wish that my eyes could speak what my lips won't say for me The pain inside haunts me Never stops when I want it to Cause it keeps on lingerin' Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake Could be all great and dandy but my fucking anxiety Wont stop panicking over dumb and the little things Is there anyone out here who is thinkin' the same Love to talk about it but in this society Fucking stressful, on my mental Eating my heart like a blood thirsty cannibal I'm exhausted, I'm being honest Carrying for this mental battle it's more than I can handle The damage is done, there's no where to run Harm myself with my words, a damaged heart in return I'm feelin' the hurt, chokin' on my words, it's almost as if I'm a hazard The pain inside haunts me Never stops when I want it to Cause it keeps on lingerin' Have to keep myself at bay, so I don't overspill my heart by mistake