Too Real

Don't wanna be caught, watch me fall When I'm high off life, wanna end it all That's why I chose music, as my lane Cause there's some shit, that I got to say Now me? I just find it really shitty How my mental struggles my responsibility You think I'm a pessimist, but I'm just a realist Who's tired of this fuckin' world, hence why I'm sleepin' on it Cause My environment took a toll on me Hm Now the product of it thanks to the family Hm Tryin' not to lose those who care about me But my intrusive thoughts can be kinda scary Bein' called lazy just for nappin Guess I better wake up, start rappin For those of you left in the dust, being unconscious is keepin' me alive Our society is why me and others just truthfully want to die Either the sweetest or meanest that you've ever met It all depends on your approach and your mindset I'm either hated or appreciated nonetheless But as a Mercy main, trust me, it happens Don't wanna be caught, watch me fall When I'm high off life, wanna end it all That's why I chose music, as my lane Cause there's some shit, that I got to say If my indifference just so happens to offend you Don't know what to say, but your reactions on you Cause my sarcastic nature tends to piss people off Kinda funny, with my lyrics, now I know what will be the main cause My mental spectrum, chooses my filter Especially if I'm tired then f*ck all that effort Thank my parents, gotta clean up my mess Of knowing how to socialize with all this stress Can be blunt, can be bitchy, I match energy But I would rather we just focus on a remedy Some will never get it till I spew my bullshit Ask for my opinion, you'll get what you get Only way I can reword it, I'll sugarcoat it Gettin' harder everyday, to hold it back Wish that I could say whatever comes up in my mind Without coming off as mean, or unkind I know that some shit I say, can be off-putting Like right now or in the future next time I'm recording Note that I'm just being clear next time we encounter If you ask me to be honest it's gonna hurt Either the sweetest or meanest that you've ever met It all depends on your approach and your mindset I'm either hated or appreciated, nonetheless But as a Mercy main, trust me, it happen Don't wanna be caught, watch me fall When I'm high off life, wanna end it all That's why I chose music, as my lane Cause there's some shit, that I got to say