Endless

Honestly, I feel like I'm alone And everyone is watching me, like a TV show I just don't fucking know, how to do this though I wanna sit back and turn on the radio My constant stress, is fucking me up Why can't you just go away and let me live it up I'm doing everything, everything I shouldn't I just wanna do, what everybody said I couldn't I just wanna prove, everybody wrong And show everyone, that I am really strong That I can do this, no matter what it takes But damn, theirs just too much shit on my plate Let me go to the past and take it all back Before my life went to absolute trash I'm a really cool guy but nobody seems to notice And I really wish they did, cause I would love to show it Why does everybody leave me out of the blue Why does everything fall down on this dude Why did she have to throw the love away And why couldn't anything take the fucking pain away Why must I suffer? I'm only 14 At this fucking point in life I should be livin the dream But nope, everyone said f*ck that and started to attack Wishing I could drop dead from a fucking heart attack Kill me now, end my suffering I just wanna die, from a burning Sensation, in my body Take the gun, put it to my head please I don't even know why I'm living any more Nobody cares, they kicked me out the door I really wanna fucking end it myself but I don't got the balls to man I'm such a pussy f*ck me up