Dear, A.P

Dear, A.P Last night we said goodbye and we Went on our own paths On own ways But I can't forget About the good times good days And the love I felt Gave thanks every day to God For the blessing he gave Like an angel that fell From heaven to earth But oh God, I didn't deserve How this went down Where we went so wrong I thought I quit rap But I just wrote another song I could've cared less If you didn't want me But you threw us away and you took with you A piece of me You see, that night I almost took my life I tried I was up all day all night I'd just cry 'Cause you couldn't stay true Asked if there was someone else But you couldn't tell me the truth If you didn't wanna be with me You could've said that you Were bored of me, like the rest But I treated you the best You really could've cared less My hearts ripped out my chest I swear to God I'm scared to fall again I'm terrified of women, yeah my heads a mess 'Cause you said you wouldn't do me dirty like my ex But you did worse I didn't fall over heels Nah I fell face first Can't believe you'd cheat Lie to me And try to make believe Like it was my fault? What'd I do wrong? Gave you my all, treated you right and made you a song About how I really felt Poured that shit out my chest Now I'm doing it again This time bout an ex I already said goodbye Broken family Broken pieces Putting back together And it's been 3 months Since I said goodbye to you forever I hear about you In the same position As when I found you Broken and searching For something to fill The hole in your soul So you sleep around and you hope That the bottom of the bottle Will change the fact that you'll get hurt again When karma catches I tried to give you a ring and everlasting But you didn't want me Well just get in line I talked to God the other day He said it wasn't my time But you know I speak better through my music My mind I didn't lose it I'm doing better everyday And I pray That you can forgive yourself When that day comes, and you look God in the face