I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore I can't lift my face off of the floor I've tried so hard to always fight I'm tired of the dark God give me the light Because I don't wanna do this anymore If I fight for what I love, then I'm crazy? If I don't chase but replace, then I'm lazy? If I show some emotion, then I'm weak? If I expose the truth, then I'm mean? If I say how I feel, then it's a bad thing? If I keep it to myself, then I'm lying? Damn, wish you understood how I think I'm not a bad guy, I just been through bad things Only way of expressing is through sad rhymes But if I get hyphy, then I'm looked like An evil man, with evil plans But I try to be my own man, you still have your thoughts Of where I should be and what I should do What I should rap about what I should prove Tryna please the world while I fall apart Feel like I was cursed with life from the start I wanna call it quits to make the pain stop God answer me please I just need to talk Nobody seems to understand how I feel Wake me up from this dream this can't be real I don't wanna do this anymore I can't lift my face off of the floor I've tried so hard to always fight I'm tired of the dark God give me the light Because I don't wanna do this anymore