Resurrection

I've been, posted up in my executive chair Feet up with some champagne, it keeps raining in here Rolls Royce umbrellas, all I use to stop the storm now I knew I was meant for greatness before four while Law enforcement was my dream growing up 'Til those dreams came true and then I realized they're not The top, of opinions was where I wanna be But striving to impress made me a wannabe You wanna see what's underneath, the mask that I front Anxiety and depression swear they really almost won I had to learn to love myself totally From the night I almost had a 9 mil put a hole in me But growing up in rags made me realize true strength That life is what you make it so the journey should embrace This ain't a race it's a marathon But I'm taking over the game, full strength, Barry Bonds Another song full of bars they saying slow down These labels interested but wanna take a hold now I'm independent from my bars to my core I might drop another album in a night if I'm bored I swore I'd never ever fall in love again These women I always attract always end up fucking other men But I'm heaven sent To touch lives and preach The facts, to hundreds of thousands I reach Around the globe now I'm trotting like Harlem If I ever got a problem, imma let God solve 'em This life was manifested But people keep on testing And the devils always tempting Me to do wrong, yeah, 'cause I'm a lover inside But if somebody wants to scrap Then bruh get ready to fight I've been closer to dying, than a love life That's free of cheating, lying and deceiving And I'm yet to find a chick that's worth my heart and the reason I put women over happiness Seeking validation, afraid of them abandoning And so I sought help And then I found the cause And once I found myself, then all my problems solved I'm gonna ball in the Bay like Steph, Klay and Draymond There's no way I'm gonna fade or ever fall off 'Cause the payoff of self love, turned into growth Spoke about in my last album although it flopped But I'm not chasing stats, money or the fame I'm just chasing the love that I got for the game It's insane mane This industry flip flopping all the time Too many fakes in the spotlight are tryna shine I'm a diamond in the rough Putting my foot down listen up man yeah I've had enough 1 On 1 with anyone and I can out-rap This is a freestyle I'm Khabib, you're gonna tap Who else is doing what im doing? Mixing, mastering, rapping, singing, producing I can spit minutes straight of nothing but hard bars Then get in my feels while I'm dropping a slow song To hyphy shit with my roots from the Bay To pop-punk like a better looking MGK You can say all you want but I've resurrected Came back from the dead and your hate's got me unaffected