Seasons End

The darkest days of my life now behind me Seems I only got a couple friends right beside me The past leaves haunting memories And enemies are taunting Not one for flaunting But I'm proud of all my progress I gotta confess And I gotta express One point I was beyond stressed But I'm blessed And I'm tryna be the best But everybody wants to hate because I'm different Not knowing what I've been though Not knowing help was few Broken down on my knees Not knowing what to do Yeah Dad won't talk to me My friends don't know whats happening Ain't even walking through this life You seen me I was staggering Whats happening? Im back again? One way ticket on the struggle bus Pulling on the cord Screaming that I've had enough They all said it was a season I want it to end, Im barely breathing I lost my friends I lost my ways The seasons end The darkest days Leaves turn from green to gold Still needing someone to hold Struggle started when I was 7 Hearing fights crying to heaven I turned to a teen Its been three years now and it seems like None of my dreams are even dreamlike Nightmares every day of the fight Tossing and turning every night Clinging to the past and I wanted it to last Never wanted any of this Maybe God's got a meaning in store I swear I tried to ignore Temptation of the abyss And I truly miss The brighter days of my family Has the season come to an end? Or has it barely began? Ive always thought I was a good man The last 3 years I wanna restart it Swear I've had enough of feeling motherfucking broken hearted Yeah! I lost my friends I lost my ways The seasons end The darkest days I know theres a meaning to all this pain I've gone through the storms and I've walked through the rain Finally broken through the chains in this life The seasons ended the darkest days are behind me I lost my friends I lost my ways The seasons end The darkest days