Too Late for Me

One in the chamber I got one in the chamber One in the chamber I got one in the chamber How can you love me, how I don't love myself, self I don't love myself, self I don't love myself How can you trust me, how I don't trust myself, self I don't trust myself, self I don't trust myself I'm bout to blow out my brains Let me explain Feelings repressed, I'm sick of the pain I'm losing control, you think it's a game Do you remember my name Cuz I'm feeling lost and momma I tried I'm playing the victim I know you ashamed I got nothing left to gain People telling me they love me but say it in vain Speaking of veins I should take a knife and travel through it as I travel through memory lane Sitting in front of my 380 Ruger Why am I waiting I might as well do it F*ck it I'm fighting back tears Somebody help, I'm surrounded by fears My mother don't love me My brother don't love me My cousins don't love me My uncle, aunties even grandma don't love me Why don't they love me Feeling disowned I know I'm lucky maybe I just needed someone to hug me Slowly feeling up with anger, I think I'm in danger One in the chamber I got one in the chamber One in the chamber I got one in the chamber How can you love me, how I don't love myself, self I don't love myself, self I don't love myself How can you trust me, how I don't trust myself, self I don't trust myself, self I don't trust myself My mother don't love me My brother don't love me My cousins don't love me My uncle, aunties even grandma don't love me Why don't they love me Feeling disowned I know I'm lucky maybe I just needed someone to love me Slowly feeling up with anger, I think I'm in danger I'ma put one in the chamber and...