Side Track

I’m not sure that I’m okay with all this night, I really did some things that were not that right. You pushed me to the edge, I didn’t have a choice, You drown me with your eyes so I left my voice, My voice I left my voice Why would you tell me that, Could’ve lost my mind in pride I need to lose that voice that holds me in the back, I couldn’t hear you speak when you wore that mask, Couldn’t realize what was holding me back, I lost myself in lust, gotta close this trap, When you open up in the morning, I could’ve hurt your damn pride, I could’ve unlocked your smile, You know, you gotta show me right, Screaming all things in the evening, Why you gotta switch so fast, Why you gotta show your pride, I know, I got a show tonight, Why you do things for me, you need to, Nowadays I need you to let me, Speak your truth. no, you can’t be foolish, Can’t hold me back, I need to lose that voice that holds me in the back, I couldn’t hear you speak when you wore that mask, Couldn’t realize what was holding me back, I lost myself in lust, gotta close this trap, It’s been a tough time I got to speak up, Multiple things in my mind but, I never found a way to really tell anyone, So I’ll just tell it here, Let me tell you my version of it, Yeah And when I wake up, I can not let you go, it’s how I feel now But I gotta move on, cuz that’s my life now Out here laying low, I’ve been shot down You’ve been saying that you might, Running through my mind, bringing feelings that I hide, Hiding all your scars, was a feeling that you bragged, Reset on my life, changing patterns that I had, Now you’re in the past, leaving backlash in my life I did everything I could, And everything I should, I’m waiting for the one, Catching feelings, now I’m done, Hoping for the best with my feelings that I hide, Nothing new to me, it’s the spirit that I got, but, I don’t think to slow it right down, Bets all over me, I can’t risk it all and crash down, The beautiful and damned is a pain that I’m healing, I guess it takes time, now I’ll start over my writing, I need to lose that voice that holds me in the back, I couldn’t hear you speak when you wore that mask, Couldn’t realize what was holding me back, I lost myself in lust, gotta close this trap,