Conflicted

"I just want to be alone sometimes. I'm always pulled in a certain direction or People want me to feel obligated to do things that I don't have to do I'm wrong if I have 'me' time or if I stay away from those that I can't benefit from Turn this phone off" Sometimes I need to be secluded, and ponder certain people who never want me included The ones I want around swear to the heavens that they love me like that truth is a nudist Truth is they're too exclusive I'm bothered by distractions. People who talk but never make it happen While time passes we pass out from these fine glasses I need a partner who specializes in business If my dreams are meant to be, I hope that I am a witness But I'm still in bed cuddled up with someone under covers who can never leave She believes it's cool to keep me smothered Second thoughts got me thinking of another face But if you give somebody space then they will never run away I need to breathe Feeling like I'm missing out on life so I come up with excuses so she can't spend the night I just need a little solitude to check myself Sometimes boredom is beautiful to reflect on self I was told "Charles you think the world owes you" Nah, I owe the world and you're just mad that I won't show you It's people like that who makes me so anti-social I argue with locals who think that they have the whole view Most of my circle is lost. I try to guide them But they can't see beyond the bottle, blunts, and other items My friend texted his wife and said that I was being preachy But watch him turn to God the day he can no longer reach me People asking me about my love life like they didn't know me before a person Regardless of who I choose, that's nothing you should be concerned with Ask about my well-being. Not if somebody deserves it Repetitive questions never neglecting me Talk is cheap but you'll barely get a text from me My tolerance is low due to certain behaviors Some people come with an act like they're working theater It's funny how everybody can't wait until I blow, but none of them can make it to a show Yet they're in my ear with ideas thinking they're true friends They expect for me to get rich off of their two cents Some suggestions are not that lucrative Nowadays I see life for what it truly is I'm introverted. A hermit with some concern for you But at a turning point if you're wondering why I'm curving you "I just want to be alone sometimes"