Heavenly Scars (feat. ItsNeux, Jae Skeese & DJ Tray)

(Neux) If you look in depth You'll find demons in my pen There wasn't a day where this shit vanished the destiny is not written I don't want to be saved Nothing goes like I planned You gotta take notes of it Outside is below 0 degrees the asphalt frozen The street lamps with lights but my soul tormented Silence give advices but just At night time Because you know that guide me to just a place where I'm hoping too much When you got hunger problems for real You get your stomach full with anything No lobsters or caviar my dinner was served and it's the same soup again But on the mic it's a fire i keep my focus looking at the clock I think about my family my time is golden The soul lives in the gaze of the eyes the parallel universe That you don't see or touch The sky's the limit just if you lives in the blocks But there's no limit to the dreams if they turned into Sacrifices You won't forget some stories They still live in my head Now there's nobody just the choices that you took You cover your eyes with bandage And then you make promises Infected scars remain they go deep and you don't have a dress anymore I trip between keys I make some keys And then I immerge myself into the blue I write in my block notes Days with the head out of space but I don't feel pain my feet in the mud I'm looking for the sun I find the silence being the mirror of my bad mood A song it's not alive if there's no pain in it I'm looking for a distraction to be able to absorb the taste of this fake show While you all talk bad about me my price raise I aim high and at every finish line I unblock another achievement The time closes the doors I gotta break the lock False steps holes in my shoes make me feel hopeless (Jae Skeese) I done painted masterpieces with my language Pain it left me broken at times like speaking spanglish As I've grown inside of my soul I've seen changes Interior design, some walls been repainted back and forth like lead changes in the nba I've gone with myself, seeking answers to my problems Not admitting with myself is how they started Passing the blame up, like starting fires then acting out on others when i wonder where all the ashes came from, i strained lungs tryna fight for breath to stay afloat Until the total pay that I'm making's considered gross It was times i coulda bragged and didn't boast, thats my character I'll possess the upper hand on my enemy yet i still wont embarass em Young black american, even I'm surprised that you happened to hear of em Where I'm from dreams die because they're held behind barriers, uh In certain areas people they wanna bury us So all i ever wanted was an exit from this I Only thought that it could happen cuz they said he could spit It was M's that I was ready to get But the freedom is the bigger goal and God never lets me forget I got some angels in my corner that be watching my six Searching for light while I'm lost walkin round the abyss I pray we find each other if i find heavenly bliss I pray we find each other if i find heavenly bliss but yo...I done painted masterpieces with my language Pain it left me broken at times like speaking spanglish As I've grown inside of my soul I've seen changes Interior design, some walls been repainted back and forth like lead changes in the nba I've gone with myself, seeking answers to my problems Not admitting with myself is how they started Passing the blame up, like starting fires then acting out on others when i wonder where all the ashes came from, i strained lungs tryna fight for breath to stay afloat Until the total pay that I'm making's considered gross It was times i coulda bragged and didn't boast, thats my character I'll possess the upper hand on my enemy yet i still wont embarass em Young black american, even I'm surprised that you happened to hear of em Where I'm from dreams die because they're held behind barriers, uh In certain areas people they wanna bury us So all i ever wanted was an exit from this I Only thought that it could happen cuz they said he could spit It was M's that I was ready to get But the freedom is the bigger goal and God never lets me forget I got some angels in my corner that be watching my six Searching for light while I'm lost walkin round the abyss I pray we find each other if i find heavenly bliss I pray we find each other if i find heavenly bliss but yo...