Alcohol & Adderall

Made a deal with the devil. I paid him in millions Not millions of dollars but millions of feelings I was too weak but he still tried to kill me Gave it all up right when he saw me kneeling Feel like drugs in me the way my insides fizzing Losing sight of my vision Sometimes when I'm alone I make bad decisions F*ck it I'm gon admit it The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off Thoughts of death and depression, I have 'em all My brain and my heart have massive brawls Worse than alcohol and adderall The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off Thoughts of death and depression, I have 'em all My brain and my heart have massive brawls Worse than alcohol and adderall Can't hide from myself I had to talk I was suicidal and sad as f*ck That's the pain that I felt That's the pain that I held That's the pain that you gave me The pain that I dealt with Now I'm lost in my bed Only wanna wake up if I'm dead But I'll just weep instead And pass you the tears that I shed And I'm still lost in my bed But I can't wake up if I'm dead So I'll just weep instead And pass you the tears that I shed For you Made a deal with the devil. I paid him in millions Not millions of dollars but millions of feelings I was too weak but he still tried to kill me Gave it all up right when he saw me kneeling Feel like drugs in me the way my insides fizzing Losing sight of my vision Sometimes when I'm alone I make bad decisions F*ck it I'm gon admit it The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off Thoughts of death and depression, I have 'em all My brain and my heart have massive brawls Worse than alcohol and adderall The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off Thoughts of death and depression, I have 'em all My brain and my heart have massive brawls Worse than alcohol and adderall