IF I COULD GO BACK

Hmm ohh yea Hmm mm If I told you bout my past it might run you away Heart look some like broken glass Should I throw it away These days barely catch me laughing No smile onna face Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning Lately it's been hard to keep my head up I been in and out of jail Nigga I'm fed up Kick me when I'm down It's already hard to stand up When I'm on both my knees I'm sending prayers up Woah yea Still inside my heart I'm numb Yea Look into the mirror, ask what I've become Things just ain't been the same every since I was young Just wanna live out my career I feel that I'm the one Things were better when we were just children When I look at my past it give me chills man I was popping pills and cracking seals man Guess I had to go away to find some healing If I told you bout my past it might run you away Heart look some like broken glass Should I throw it away These days barely catch me laughing No smile onna face Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning I done lost so many people Lost some to the grave and lost some to a form of evil Don't get me started on my heart breaks Got nun to show for love but scars yea Catch me rolling down the street inside the Beamer Ohh uh Get inside my vibe and then I roll one I tend to get left for dead but I'm a strong one Folks only hit my phone or call whenever they want some That type of shit it piss me off that's why I'm lone thuggin Pass me the first aid for my pain These days I just pray I beat all my cases Crazy how over the years shit get to changing Can't crash out I gotta get to stacking paper If I told you bout my past it might run you away Heart look some like broken glass Should I throw it away These days barely catch me laughing No smile onna face Pain it turned me to a mess but I guess it's okay Cause I wouldn't do it differently if I could go back No I wouldn't do differently if I could go back Ima strong believer that everything happens for a reason I just be here searching tryna figure out the meaning