IM STILL HURTING

Pain in my heart Feel like they stuck a blade in my heart (Chef say I gotta kill this) I got it I got it Time passed but I'm still hurting Done overcame a lot but I guess that I'm still learning Please don't bring up my past Never said that I was perfect Been tryna fill these patches It seem like nothing working Uh I be feeling so much pain in my heart Honestly it feel like someone stuck a blade in my heart Wish I could take all my emotions watch em fade in the dark All them nights that I sat lonely left a stain left a mark So numb I been this way for a while I had to feel my heart break as a child I'm kinda tired of going through it by my lonesome It's a problem folks only call when they want some Yea They say life is what you make it I guess since I got lemons it's time to juice em up and taste it And I guess that all these women tryna come in my life because I'm famous I'm so lost inside my soul what makes you think that you can tame it? Shawty tryna love me I barely love myself This shit get real deep I almost lost myself 107 days in jail All I seen was true colors Niggas treated me weird Just wanna run away Run away Maybe it'll be okay one day Wanna erase all this pain Life it just don't feel the same Time passed but I'm still hurting Done overcame a lot but I guess that I'm still learning Please don't bring up my past Never said that I was perfect Been tryna fill these patches It seem like nothing working Uh I be feeling so much pain in my heart Honestly it feel like someone stuck a blade in my heart Wish I could take all my emotions watch em fade in the dark All them nights that I sat lonely left a stain left a mark Hate when people ask if I am okay Cause now I gotta tell another lie today I don't wanna vent unless it's my mic They paint me as the bad guy but it's still pure in my heart Time passed but I'm still hurting Done overcame a lot but I guess that I'm still learning Please don't bring up my past Never said that I was perfect Been tryna fill these patches It seem like nothing working Uh I be feeling so much pain in my heart Honestly it feel like someone stuck a blade in my heart Wish I could take all my emotions watch em fade in the dark All them nights that I sat lonely left a stain left a mark Ohhhh Hm aaaahhh ouu ahh