Dreamin' Bigger

Hey Tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round Tired of all this running round I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder Yeah I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me So much sun light sitting inside 'em I can see it glisten on 'em Yeah Don't shame me for dreaming bigger The struggle knocked me out my frame But it showed me the bigger picture It's taking me some time to realize who I am Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win Working on myself You asked how I've been Been perfecting my craft Locked in When I'm on the road I tend to think about my folks We ain't kicked it in a minute Yeah I miss how we was close Reminiscing how we used to be Pallets all over my grandma floor I remember yeah it was so sweet Haa Feel like I made a wrong turn Path of destruction I'm not sure how I got on this road Huh yeah How I'm posed to lead the way if I'm so lost Trapped inside this maze of my own thoughts Trying to heal my own trauma I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder Yeah I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me So much sun light sitting inside em I can see it glisten on 'em Yeah Don't shame me for dreaming bigger The struggle knocked me out my frame But it showed me the bigger picture It's taking me some time to realize who I am Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win When I had my back against the wall It wasn't nobody I could call They don't wanna see me win They don't wanna see me score the ball But I know if I win They gone want me to run the play And dish it off He don't care if it's 4th and long his pride still ain't gone let em punt at all Counted us out we went deluxe we went and made it happen They love to talk but I never been touched They say I did they capping To tell the truth we probably the reason most these niggas rapping To tell the truth I been through pain Thought I was moving backwards It's sad to say I ain't been to see my daddy headstone I still walk through the alley ways we played, shed tears, and bleed on I still a go pick pecans from out the trees grandma pulled switches from I still a go ask grandma for some to eat I know I'm good for some Say if you know like I know Then we both know that it's getting hard to love Say if you know like I know Then we both know that it's getting hard to trust Say if you know like I know Then you getting tired of all the running round Watching over yo shoulder One in the head whenever you ride around I tell you I'm getting tired of all this running round Every time that I step out I'm looking over my shoulder Yeah I hate when my siblings see me with this pistol on me So much sun light sitting inside em I can see it glisten on em Yeah Don't shame me for dreaming bigger The struggle knocked me out my frame But it showed me the bigger picture It's taking me some time to realize who I am Been fighting for my mind just hope that I win