No More

Swear I'm tired of living, my whole life been a struggle yea Take this heart out of me I don't wanna feel this pain no more Nooo I be having visions of folks dying I don't even wanna think no more Noo I ain't been living I just been surviving I done lost my happiness, still trying to find it Oh oh oh ohhh ohh ohh I don't wanna get close to nobody else cause everybody end up leaving me Don't give no fucks how I end up I'm still gon' fill the cup with codiene The same folks I put my faith in be the same ones changing It's crazy We stuck inna matrix They shooting folks for entertainment Me and my bestfriend on and off I can't lose my baby She been with me through it all I pray to god she don't replace me They said how the f*ck you young as hell feeling like you gon' crash out I'm maxed out Said f*ck these bitches I'm 'bout a bag now Don't ask now All this anger sitting inside of me, tryingnot spazz out Ohh yea Say 10th grade, 2 jobs, still in the band Now junior year that's when shit hit the fan And 12th grade I started popping xans I couldn't find no work I start selling gas Take this heart out of me I don't wanna feel this pain no more Nooo I be having visions of folks dying I don't even wanna think no more Noo I ain't been living I just been surviving I done lost my happiness, still trying to find it Oh oh oh ohhh ohh I just lost my grandma on my daddy side Rip cory , the first time I seen my daddy cry Never met his mama, her baby daddy spazzed and took her life My Uncle larry died I ain't even get to say goodbye His daughter gone too, her son still make his sister smile Seem like I'm losing everybody now I ain't scared to die I used walk the world so blind I was terrified The struggle took me through hell but it opened my eyes My city need a hero Cause I don't feel safe without my strap on me And I know I'm alone when I step in the street These niggas thinking shit sweet I give they ass a treat I guess I'm wrong for robbing you but we ain't have nothing to eat I'm just 18 trying to turn a dream into reality Yeah Yeah I got it I don't wanna feel this pain Feel this pain Just 18 trying to turn a dream into reality Trying to turn a dream into reality