Not about love.

Maybe I'm just getting older But lately I've been leaning on a different kind of shoulder Cus I've been high Chasing highs Just wanna be with my friends tonight I wanna write a song that's not about love Not about love Not about love Just tryna be the best I can Do whatever makes me happy I wanna write a song that's not about love Not about love Turn that shit off Just tryna be the best I can I just wanna write my story They don't know this but its hard to get up in the booth It seem like every time I do my mind goes straight to you And It been like that for a minute I've been playing cool Be getting lost up in my thoughts I don't know what to do Sometimes I wonder if I'm yearning for toxicity I find myself doing some shit hoping you notice me The way you kiss me on my mind it's fucking up my sleep The constant thought like was it you or is the blame on me But f*ck that shit if I could help it I ah let it be I'm getting loaded just to write or listen to a beat It's kind of crazy cus I keep a hoe or maybe three It's like I miss you but I'll never lose the sight of me It's Mental Warfare but my mindset steady going up And I could never be complacent over toxic love You know my life be like a movie time to double up You might come find me in the next one this ain't make the cut Its time to double up This one ain't make the cut Its time to double up This one ain't make the cut Maybe I'm just getting older But lately I've been leaning on a different kind of shoulder Cus I've been high Chasing highs Just wanna be with my friends tonight I wanna write a song that's not about love Not about love Not about love Just tryna be the best I can Do whatever makes me happy I wanna write a song that's not about love Not about love Turn that shit off Just tryna be the best I can I just wanna write my story