I Wish

We might wish for gifts But can’t handle it Sometimes we wish for things That’s really cancerous To make us more glamorous Separate the need from the want But the man above only knows what the answer is Let me run through my list Wishing I could fix these damages Like a cut that’s wishing For better bandages I wish to be on top of my bread more Like sandwiches Wish moms won’t look at me Different cause I smoked cannabis I wish the debt that I got from school Somehow vanishes Cause Great Lakes pressing me about loans I wish bill collectors stop calling my phone I wish I never got used to being alone I’m honest I wish I would have stayed home After I graduated But I to show my pops that I was grown I wish I never felt like I had to live on my own But I get that from him I swear I’m like his lil clone But better I wish my peers would appreciate my talent And recognize how it’s grown Getting outta NY Really put me a zone And showed me that my city’s head Is harder than stone Cause we always been the best and that’s known I wish I never seen you cry I wish I never seen that painful look up in ya eyes I wish I never told you lies I wish from day one that I look at you as a prize And I wish they couldn’t tell That we werent in heaven But we living through hell I guess we couldn’t just gel I pray to god Straight pleading and hoping that we prevail I wish they never seen us fail But I can’t take it when you lie I can’t stand to hear those tales She smart like she went Yale Me too But did some things that was dumber than a nail Messing with hoes taught me a lesson But the drama from one girl The reason that made me question I’m tryna do right But it’s putting me in depression You only let me go outside If I give you a good exception That’s why I move when I want to Ju already you get petty When im moving with out you I just never knew What me and you could amount to We would amount to Yea I wish Kobe never died Wish my grandma was alive I wish I had a bust down Rollie to check the time I wish that my kind won’t affiliated with crime I wish racist people could finally see the signs I wish That I pack out every show I wish my songs minimum stream Reaches past gold I wish my paper never fold I wish I love the same lil girl till we get old Cause I got wishing running through my mind 2x They swear that when we do bad it’s for no reason When my name brought up You start to look like you not breathing They can make it seem like We the only ones who cheating But I know some tings That really can make it even And that’s why I move when I want to Ju already you get petty When im moving with out you I just never knew What me and you could amount to We would amount to