Wide Awake

I don't think they understand me Mud in my cup, dodging my feelings I just mixed it with a xanny She want my love but I don't feel it I just met her in Miami I done came up, pull up in foreigns Used to ride inside the Camry All of this shit on my mind I just get high like a Martian I really thought you was mine but you just made niggas heartless I ain't even gonna lie for you girl I went the hardest Had to put you to the side but still I'm getting it regardless All of this drip got her wet like a water fall Told me that you really f*ck with me but now you don't answer my calls Just wanted your company now we can't even get along And it was all lies I peeped now I just wanna be alone I be so geeked up I'm gone off these meds Shorty wan f*ck and just lay in my bed Said she want me but I want the bread Fighting these demons they won't leave my head I keep a kay, nigga don't play Run up on me you get filled up with lead I was abandoned they left me for dead If I say that I love you got you till the end No they don't feel this pain I was trapping no umbrella in the rain I be gone off these drugs they just be keeping me sane Told my niggas stay down soon we'll be up like a plane Wide awake I'm just chasing my dreams I'm telling you this shit ain't really what it seems Ain't too many I can trust they make believe I got scars so I put tattoos on my sleeve They left me out like I got cut off from the team I won't cuff that hoe she let me f*ck on the first link Now it's only dollar signs what I see All this fake love in the air I ain't really tryna breathe I don't think they understand me Mud in my cup, dodging my feelings I just mixed it with a xanny She want my love but I don't feel it I just met her in Miami I done came up, pull up in foreigns Used to ride inside the Camry All of this shit on my mind I just get high like a Martian I really thought you was mine but you just made niggas heartless I ain't even gonna lie for you girl I went the hardest Had to put you to the side but still I'm getting it regardless All of this drip got her wet like a water fall Told me that you really f*ck with me but now you don't answer my calls Just wanted your company now we can't even get along And it was all lies I peeped now I just wanna be alone Wide awake I'm just chasing my dreams I'm telling you this shit ain't really what it seems Ain't too many I can trust they make believe I got scars so I put tattoos on my sleeve