Bad Ideas

Baby I got bad ideas (Bad ideas) Fucking guilty whenever I see you (When I see you) Never thought I'd go this far (So far) I'm my own enemy in this war Admitting I got bad ideas (Bad ideas) But I never wanna just leave you (Girl I need you) I'm so wrong for wanting more (Wanted more) What am I even in it for Lately I've been tryna be patient (Patience) But I feel like my time's been wasted (Wasted) Baby I've been so afraid to say it (Imma say it) But I never wanna lie so I say it (Imma say it) Cause baby you deserve the truth I'm giving nothing less for you I want nothing but the best for you I'll be going through the worst for you You're all I ever wanted (Don't get it wrong) And now you're here now I got it (However long) But I got a feeling that I can't push aside Do I have to pick now? No I can't decide Baby I know it's so unfair (Unfair) No I can't lose you I'm so scared (So scared) I don't deserve this I'm a mess All I ever do is give you stress Despite all this, you're loving me babe, fucking me baby I don't know why I deserve this You're independent girl you never needed this Despite all this, you care for me babe, mending me baby I don't know why I deserve this You're independent girl you never needed this Baby I got bad ideas (Bad ideas) Fucking guilty whenever I see you (When I see you) Never thought I'd go this far (So far) I'm my own enemy in this war Admitting I got bad ideas (Bad ideas) But I never wanna just leave you (Girl I need you) I'm so wrong for wanting more (Wanted more) What am I even in it for