Intro: Quandary

I've got a heavy chest get this off So I'm arraigning y'all You say that I won't hold worth in Unless I'm workin' That's how you affirm your purpose while miserable If I'm so pitiful, how's my sinners soul so sustained If you're really livin' full Why is there residual scorn and shame Don't push your pain on me Just be angry blantantly Don't expect the same disease To taper me Just cause I am chasin' dreams There are weights, Shackles Pulling you down So you attach them To anyone finding there own way out I expected elders to mentor with all their lessons Instead I'm met with Messages meant to maim my progression History's, taught me I should be suffering now Destiny's, told me to separate from the crowd I think I will find another way And not think of money every day Push off the bait, for my own sake You won't see me dissipate Dr dr drown if you refuse to kick up your feet But don't pull me down I will be swimming through your defeat Visceral hisses might shadow my tenacity But I'm the only me I think I'll decide what I will be