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I could defend my name Till I can't stop coughin I used to fear the casket Now I call coffins I tried to be An automatic Confidence machine Now I manually smile And I stall often Will I amount to something They call me disgrace Yet I'm taking up space And still I don't matter To y'all Tragedy is seen as nothing sacred I'm basically breaking For their entertainment The climax is a hard fall Gave you all of me I have nothing left You watch me bleed While holding the tourniquet I see you with a basket While you're standing under me Catching your relief From my crumblin When I try to live Life is cut throat The hurting came with time It was punctual They wanna see me leap When I've got nowhere to land I'm starting to lose All the strength in my hands Maybe I'll let go Another day I'm sinking down Don't wanna drown But my breathing starts to slow All eyes on me No help around My hands are bound Still they only see a show I guess my sight is really poor Always falling for these trap doors Can't rise up from the floor It's cold But it compliments me more And I really thought I ought to be unstoppable But fighting is a chore Yeah I'm nothing yeah I get it There's a million other rappers With making it on their wish list If you won't do something positive Then mind your own business Always wanna talk Without listening Walking but I'm hunching Tryna move forward to nothing There's a reason that you're living Yeah thanks that's really touching But you'd rather give me maxims Than actually mend my suffering I'm an afterthought again Once you're done With all your judging Don't care if I'm in tatters All the Patterns lead to shattering You'd rather watch me falter You're happy If my life's sadder than yours You think you're virtuous The truth is You don't care how living makes me feel As long as I keep doing it Another day I'm sinking down Don't wanna drown But my breathing starts to slow All eyes on me No help around My hands are bound Still they only see a show Another day I'm sinking down Don't wanna drown But my breathing starts to slow All eyes on me No help around My hands are bound Still they only see a show