Broken Inside (prod. By 2XD)

I feel so broken inside But you will always see me smile Now I switch lanes in to the English Because Pep2D said I should know what the thing is I can't fall in love with a stupid ass bitch When my music could make me damn rich And I can catch you like the other fishes But I want one that does all of my dishes And then I fufill all of her wishes Because with a Queen I gonna be the richest But I feel so broken inside But you will always see me smile I only cry alone at night And turn all my pain in to these rhymes Because life isn't about the money and the fame It's about the feeling that drives me so insane Both sides are calling my name But i'll always do it in my way I'm that damn white boy in this black game Why was I always the one to blame on I felt in love with marry jane She will always be my main one But sometimes I got it all wrong So please tell me how it needs to be done Because I want this connection to last long You are not just a person that came along I was always the last to be chosen But guess who's getting that promotion I jumped deeper then the ocean Because I can't do things in slowmotion but I feel so broken inside But you will always see me smile I only cry alone at night And turn all my pain in to these rhymes I wasn't always in class but still present So now I look back in history as a lesson As a young boy paying bills as a present But it's not all about the cashing I don't spill money on to expensive fashion Because at home we are living with the seven And for the other two I forgot to mention You are also a huge blessing I feel so broken inside But you will always see me smile