Ruined Me

I played it over in my head Thinking about the things you said The time you held my hands and held my heart Flooded full of tears Playing the games that never end Wide awake at 3 a.m Summer fights and winter tears Fall through the cracks of hopeful memories Treacherous, dangerous Boy, you, you got me like a spell Like the fool that you made me You made me into nothing Made sense and I wish that I wish that I could hate you Not love you instead I keep asking these questions And crushing the little hope I had That you made me believe in The tears they tell me not to But I want you and I need you But you ruined me Ruined me I played it over in my head Thinking about the things you said Holding on to all the hope that we'd be fine But even hope has doubt Somehow you made it out alive Not sure how many times I've cried It's a shame that all the tears Don't kill the flame The rage from you and me Treacherous, dangerous Boy, you, you got me like a spell Like the fool that you made me You made me into nothing Made sense and I wish that I wish that I could hate you Not love you instead I keep asking these questions And crushing the little hope I had That you made me believe in The tears they tell me not to But I want you and I need you But you ruined me Ruined me