Butterflies

I remember back in the day being in love When no one could tell me nothing Man they'd fit just like a glove I thought they'd always have my back Whenever push came down to shove But then they showed me that was false And that shit ended up a dub So now I'm on my own with nothing left to do but boss up I moved to a new city and made sure I built my walls up You can't play me for a fool Because a fool is for the weak Can't be worried about a nigga that ain't doing shit for me Can you blame me for the fact that I'm just focusing on me Can you blame me for the fact that you can't satisfy my needs And don't go blaming for the fact that you caught feelings and I didn't Cause I told you what it was It ain't my fault you didn't get it Let me backtrack If you can handle that We gone run it back on three I got one goal I got one dream That's two things I'm tryna reach That's three reasons to say f*ck love Cause only good things come in three's That's money, power, respect Don't forget to run it back on the beat What up You used to give me butterflies The way you'd race right through my mind No one could ever make me feel The way you made love feel so real And then you tore my world apart And left me with a broken heart You went and filled my head with lies So now we're at goodbye And now I'm after mine Feeling all of the feelings that were felt in the beginning Question all of the intentions And whether you ever meant it Did you really mean I love you Or was it part of a sentence Was it a genuine mention Or something you was just spitting When it comes to love I shouldn't have to question that I shouldn't have to question if you'd take me to the moon and back I shouldn't have to tell myself to push my pain aside Especially if it's for someone who's stuck in matter over mind Big facts Big feelings From beginning Wheels was spinning Double dicking me and all these other bitches Getting too big for your britches Who was it that you thought you was Who was it that you thought you dubbed How could you do all of these things Still wrap it up and call it love I'll never understand how I could tell you everything Lay it all out on the line And still you text me back like What you mean I showed my feels You showed your ass And now you begging for me back You didn't treasure what you had It ain't no use in being mad You used to give me butterflies The way you'd race right through my mind No one could ever make me feel The way you made love feel so real And then you tore my world apart And left me with a broken heart You went and filled my head with lies So now we're at goodbye And now I'm after mine Picture that You begging for me back And me knowing my worth No longer lacking self-respect No longer willing to be dealing with people that lack commitment With love that be feeling distant With someone that's inconsistent I promised myself that I would never lose my way again And that I'd never fall in love with someone I can't call a friend That I would boss up on some big shit That my glow would be some lit shit When I make it to the top there ain't no stopping On my ape shit On God And if you stepping to me better come with much respect If you got something slick to say Then keep that shit inside ya neck I ain't the girl I used to be But I'll still post up with ya team Don't be confused when you're excused And when you get just what you see No time for fake shit When I make it I'm upgrading Everything I ever hated All the niggas shouldn't have dated Talking big houses Fast cars Hollywood parties Dancing with the stars I'm just laying the foundations Talking wealth for generations Get at me