When I'm Gone

I still got them voices in my head When you would talk to me Can't believe my brother lost his life That shit still bothers me Girl I'm tryna tell you all my pain And give you all of me Drinking everyday, I'm tryna quit But that shit calling me And I'm just tryna live right, keep my head high Hope my brothers all proud of me I know he up in heaven looking down Said I better keep you around Cause you a better part of me And that shit motivates to keep the bitches off of me Visualize your body bae, when I be going to sleep And I swear baby them the best dreams Momma said she proud of me for everything I'm doing Lord knows I regret everything that I put her through And I was so foolish had relationships ruined And now I'm in the studio just tryna get through it This shit my therapy, this shit gives me clarity Drip me out in linen when they bury me Cause they don't love you 'til you gone God forbid I'm gone, hope somebody drops my songs I still got them voices in my head When you would talk to me Can't believe my brother lost his life That shit still bothers me Girl I'm tryna tell you all my pain And give you all of me Drinking everyday, I'm tryna quit But that shit calling me And I'm just tryna live right, keep my head high Hope my brothers all proud of me I know he up in heaven looking down Said I better keep you around Round and Imma sip this liquor 'til I drown Til I drown, all of me