Existential Love Song

Life is a gift horse I was never meant to face But now I'm stuck with it cnd I can't live with it I'm planning my escape Maybe I deserve this cnd if there's a purpose I'll learn from my mistakes cnd change my direction I used to believe in love Or someone watching from above Or maybe music saves me from c lifetime of just feeling this numb Maybe I'm the problem But I'm not sure What I'm still missing Well, whatever it is It's not enough But I'd like to Believe in us I can't put this on you You can't be my whole thing That I wake up for When I can't wake up for me Please just be patient I just wanna feel your love But you deserve more than I can give I just hope that I'm enough I always knew you'd be the one But I never thought it'd take this long I just wanna feel your love But the past few years have taken so much But you deserve more than I can give If I get the chance I'll give what I can I just hope that I'm enough I guess I believe in love When I'm with you It's real enough