Wanna Be

Wanna Be Woke up to a day that was my nightmare Couldn’t see where To put my foot down I couldn’t take a step All I saw was fear I don’t wanna live this way Feel trapped in my own body I don’t wanna think this way My mind’s not My mind’s not safe I don’t wanna be myself no more Break me from the cage that holds me I don’t wanna be this house no more Get off me, get this off me! Quicksand Moving takes me deeper Deeper deeper down and down Cool breeze I can’t feel it All I see and feel’s the cloud I’m in Analysis paralysis My own mind Ties knots that it cannot untie I try to run I try to get outside But where I go There am I I don’t wanna be myself no more Break me from the cage that holds me I don’t wanna be this house no more Get off me, get this off me! Though I can’t see out I am made of will And I know I have the desire to live Look at all the branches are offering Getting off my mat and I’m going When I feel the magnet pull me backwards Don’t feel better Just might feel worse I step forward I take action I plant seed inside my garden Oh god I’m overly overwhelmed From this tragic fear more tragedy Then I close my Eyes and imagine Where I’m at peace Where I’m singing I just wanna be at home My joy Is to stay in and tend my garden Dance around the room with my favorite song on Take care of all the space within I love my house I love my self Give thanks for my life And my well I love my house I love my self Give thanks for my life And my well