Deep End

Stumble through my suburban nightmare Live in same house over and over again Maybe it's a testament to a past life And this is how we repent It's not what I wanted, it's not what I wished for you But I'm an agent for myself, if you don't believe me I don't blame you I would never lie to your face And say the only thing that made it worth it was the thrill of the chase They really salted the earth at your place Laying with the executioner, it's all I ever seem to do these days People watching out the window, forget they can see inside I'm not a voyeur, just somebody lonely with nothing left to hide Remember when I saw you first Much younger then Out of your depth, thrown in the deep end I was sympathetic And you You told me you wish things were different So you'd empty the rocks from your coat I wonder if you think of me when you're laughing Then again, I know you don't