be gone

I need the paradise I need to free my mind And I will do that when I'll be gone How do I survive? How do I take my life? I know I'll have that when I'll be gone I mean it's struggling To live trembling Walking on the border line, I'm in pain They tryna compromise I think I won't realize I know I will do that when I'll be gone I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone away Gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone, I'll be gone Fell off the best boat In the worst flow Wanna be back with a blow I won't do it like this baby Cause I don't feel at home In my own home I got lost here Come and get me far away You own me half of my life Sometimes I lost me to satisfy your eyes And now it's burning, I feel the pain I try to run and to run away I need the paradise I need my mind I will have that when I'll be gone I mean it's struggling, you know that I know I'll have that when I'll be gone When I'll be gone I mean I got it, but you own me Half of my life, half of my time, all of my time I need to free my mind I need more time I know I will have that when I'll be gone Won't be back in a blow I won't do it like this baby (Won't be) back in a blow I won't do it like this baby (Won't be) back in a blow I won't do it like this (Won't be) back in a blow I won't do it like this Uh, Imma stop my tears to fall down I've been living through these years making a stupid count down About now? All I know is leaving this town Try to wait a little more one day you're gonna say wow (now say wow) Always in the loop (loop) I know I'm the hoop (hoop) Try to wait a cause one day you are gonna bow down All they tryna say (hey) But I don't wanna play (hey) All these motherfuckers tryna make me drown But no, not tonight In these empty days all I think is to heal the inside I've been praying and complaining under the moonlight Caged and framed on the wall, waiting to die I need to free my mind I need my time I know I'll have that when I'll be gone I'll be gone