god complex

When will you love me like I love you? When will you be there for me like you promised to? All of us is wrapped up in a dusty old sweater your grandfather used to wear It stays in the corner of my closet with the memories of last year Oh, you used to treat me so well Now you're out there and I'm still here and I don't stand a chance I'm stuck between heaven and hell I took the elevator while you took the stairs You don't know what you have when you have it Tell me that I'm more than just your bad habit When did you look at me and change your mind? Swear that you love me then blame it on the bad time I miss who I was back when all you wanted was me More than anything Before the world fell apart, our stories turned to scars And the dead needed burying Oh, you used to treat me so well Now you're out there and I'm still here and I don't stand a chance I'm stuck between heaven and hell I took the elevator while you took the stairs You don't know what you have when you have it Tell me that I'm more than just your bad habit Dancing around near Disney in the pouring rain Told you I loved you too soon but you felt the same Easter and Christmas and talking to your dad while he's doing the dishes Each night you held me while I cried And seeing my future when I looked at your life You're everything I ever wanted to be I hate that you get to be you and I'm stuck as me My self-hatred and your god complex Pushing our limits 'til there's nothing left And I screamed at the Father on your behalf Asking him why the f*** he would allow that Angry little kid on a skateboard to be so hurt I turned around and I loved you way too much Oh, you used to treat me so well Now you're out there and I'm still here and I don't stand a chance I'm stuck between heaven and hell I took the elevator while you took the stairs You don't know what you have when you have it And did I ever have you? Tell me that I'm more Please tell me that I'm more Tell me that I'm more Da da da da da da da da I turned around and I loved you way too much