I Hate Social Anxiety

I'm trapped within these four walls My sanctuary My mind It races Anxiety's my constant adversary Parents knocking on the door "Come outside It's a beautiful day" But I'd rather stay in My fears keeping the darkness at bay They say the world's waiting Ready to embrace But it's hard to face the unknown With this mask on my face Depression's creeping in A heavy weight I can't fight The daylight fades As I'm drowning in the endless night These walls They hold me tight In this room I find solace every night But I'm crumbling inside My heartache won't subside Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide The weight on my chest keeps getting heavier Social settings suffocate And my parents tell me "Just give it a try" But inside I'm crumbling Falling to my knees Depression dances in the shadows of my mind Every step I take It pulls me down But they say "Face your fears Don't hide away" Yet inside these walls I feel safe and sound These walls They hold me tight In this room I find solace every night But I'm crumbling inside My heartache won't subside Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide These walls They hold me tight In this room I find solace every night But I'm crumbling inside My heartache won't subside Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind (x3) Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind (x3) Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide Lost in my mind Longing for somewhere to hide