Desperation

The walls are closing in on me again They're breathing down my neck both day and night The shell of who I was constricting me I try to free myself but I'm losing the fight My failures stacking higher I'll throw another on the pyre A worthless existence No semblance of resistance I never wanted to be Another vessel at sea A derelict in the vast unknown With no direction again I don't know where to begin Even the thoughts make me feel alone I know myself you useless divine Desperate Despondent Desolate Infinite Now that I know What I've become Can't be held down By you or myself