Never Special

Is it too much to ask For true love to last And I know God's just protecting me But it's hard to wait patiently When it always just disappears Always leaving me in tears And I know I always over care And that's why I always end up here A loner Memories for closure But I know it's over But you said you are special To me, Celestial That you would give your best Making my heart beat out my chest And it's just not fair how You could disappear now It looks like our forever Turned into a never And it hurts For better or for worse Died into the dirt It's not like I'm not used to this I'm not surprised in the slightest bit You turned out to be like the rest But I should expect nothing less And I see couples every day I'm happy for them in every way And they always look so cute I just wish I could feel that too But I did all I could do I tried to see you through I only had eyes for you That's when you said you are special To me, Celestial That you would give your best Making my heart beat out my chest And it's just not fair how You could disappear now It looks like our forever Turned into a never And it hurts For better or for worse Died into the dirt I want to do all the little things like watching movies Eating sweet treats, laughing and touching I want to feel complete and actually be happy Just you and me Screaming on a roller coaster ride that we're gonna die Funny singing in the car while driving somewhere far Going to the store just to explore Doing everything together You and me forever Now we'll never You said you are special To me, Celestial That you would give your best Making my heart beat out my chest And it's just not fair how You could disappear now It looks like our forever Turned into a never