Monster (feat. The Solamente)

I'm a monster but I don't care I don't want to feel that pain not here no where I've been stuck in my mind since the people stopped hearing I want to be free from the demons and killings Can't get out I'm trapped in the darkness No one to save me alone in my coffin I'm rotting in here I'm corrupted with hatred of life and its burning regardless Cant see the light there isn't a glimpse I'm trapped here with all of my sin I keep digging deeper and deeper to hide all the pain that controls me within I've been lost for a long, long time I'm in a place where I can't find my mind The dark it takes over and the light oh it hides And now I've got no hope to abide I look in the mirror and he stares back Emotional torrent I need to relax I need peace I need to forget All of the pain but he still wont relent My vision is blurred as he brings up the past All the moments I couldn't make last Ripped from my family a monster in hiding Controlled by my demons my anger's igniting Pain that is what haunts me Pain I deserve all of the suffering Pain I couldn't control them Pain I couldn't control me I had temptation And the anger carried me through There's no excuse to mask what has happened Only the truth I've been lost for a long, long time I'm in a place where I can't find my mind The dark it takes over and the light oh it hides And now I've got no hope to abide