Waves

Truth be told I don't wanna stay I don't wanna go I feel out of place I don't feel at home in my own skin I'm sinkin It comes in waves And as for today I'm drownin In a Sea of emotions too vast to contain I know better than to be Comfortable, vulnerable With the voices in my head But I'm only human and I'm still learnin How to keep myself from fallin into cardiac arrest Caught up in my web again Bangin my head against the wall Spiraling out of control Wonderin what it's all for It's awful I don't know How can the world see me When I don't see myself no more Gimme that sweet relief In any vice that I can score cuz Truth be told I don't wanna stay I don't wanna go Caught up in my web again Stuck inside my head again It comes in waves Life is a game of tug of war I'm caught up in the undertow Pushin & pullin & pushin & pullin me Farther away from shore I bruise my heart just to leave it sore To know that I can still feel at all One foot in one out the door I can't help but fall for Every single line I'm told Every single lie I'm sold Here we go again Here we go again Can't take another day If There is just no way out Truth be told I don't wanna stay I don't wanna go Caught up in my web again Stuck inside my head again It comes in waves Takes all I got just to keep my cool Playin like I got nothin to lose Doing my best just to maintain Feels like I'm goin insane I am my worst enemy Fallin' apart at the seams I live somewhere in between Ignorance and clarity Caught up in my web again Stuck inside my head again Caught up in my web again It comes in waves