Tell Me Again

It's been one year since I liked you Since I said that, now I hate you Cause you told me that you liked me Got drunk with me; that was our debut And I thought that I could do it Just be honest like the cool kids But since you did that, I can't do it So I'll say that I'm so over it Tell me again why would tell me that thing About how you had feelings but just weren't ready Show me again the vulnerable misfit That couldn't bear the thought of telling the truth You can't so I'll tell it to you I helped you through mad shit When you couldn't do it Chronically ill disguised as an alcoholic You carved in your arm I told you that I had been there But you didn't listen Claimed vodka as your affair So I said f*ck it And we took shots in the cold air Told myself you'd be there If I ever needed it But would you have told me Out of civility Would you've had the courtesy To just let me go Tell me again why would tell me that thing About how you had feelings but just weren't ready Show me again the vulnerable misfit That couldn't bear the thought of telling the truth Will you tell me why you claimed you were shy And then packed your bag Too scared to look back Too scared to be honest Too scared of the truth Too scared that I wouldn't accept shit from you But if you could tell me what's on your mind Open the door, sit me down, tell me why "I'll tell you again, what I should've from the start What I was afraid to say, so I left you in the dark I wanted to love you but knew I couldn't do it right So I led you on, left you stranded in the night" Tell me again how you could mess with my head And then flaunt your decision Your words a scalpel, my heart the incision F*ck if I meant I ever wanted to vent You're an emotional wreck That I won't waste my time with