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The sun sleeps quietly I can't breathe silently Cause I'm constantly chasing Can't keep up the pace and The rivers moving and I'm Running beside it Oh what if I jump in? Such a funny feeling I got this pit in my stomach I don't think that I want this Light as a feather Will I ever get better? I keep hitting and running My mind it is haunted Will I ever outgrow this? Or is this who I am? The safe place Doesn't feel so safe I Ruined it by crying about it Like I always do Tired of tears why can't I Keep it inside why can't I Keep my composure And ignore what just broke her I got this pit in my stomach I don't think that I want this Light as a feather Will I ever get better? I keep hitting and running My mind it is haunted Will I ever outgrow this? Or is this who I am? I've got this spatial awareness Analyzing all the corners Reading into the cracks Why can't I ever have my back I am losing my patience I feel like I'm failing Let myself down again Again