head is off my body

My head is off my body I don't know when it begun Take me for a joyride I need to taste the sun Internal violence Has never been so loud My house is burning I'll sit and watch it fall What if this is always? And I'll drift off like a cloud If you let me be I Think I'll just run off I'll water like the sea and Shrink into my bones Listen Words are useless I can't say this out loud