my fault

Thoughts are kinda funny How they take over the wheel Living on an empty tummy Just to test if life is real If I drift a little too far off I'm on the edge Will I ever solve this riddle? Will I ever be my friend? Fire I'm burning It's my fault I've earned this Pages of broken poetry What if this is All that is to it? Where did I go? Will my steps echo? I'm searching for even clovers Maybe someday I'll feel fine But I'm starting to feel hopeless Cause every day turns into nights I'm analyzing pigments Every inch of me feels vile I'm starting to lose interest In the concept of a smile Fire I'm burning It's my fault I've earned this Pages of broken poetry What if this is All that is to it Where did I go? Will my steps echo? Glued to the ceiling Will it ever heal me? Mirrors are blurry And bed is warm Silence is better I'll hide in my sweater Maybe I've just got the Monday blues