spilling my tongue

Spilling my tongue Biting my secrets Since I was young Felt like the weakest Quietly quiet Lost in the silence Lost in the head of Somebody violent Deep breath in but Nothing comes out Paper thin Did I say that out loud? Who's in the mirror? She looks like Somebody else I fall too hard and Shatter into pieces I'm scared of heights 'Cause I tend to lean my head in Can't hold my balance Tip-toeing around it I cross the line and Always cry about it I've always been An introvert And I hit myself Where it hurts I bleed ink Until I sink Until I matter Until I shrink An unmade bed A messier head Tossing and turning Posing a threat To the reflection To the mind Introspection Frozen in time I fall too hard and Shatter into pieces I'm scared of heights 'Cause I tend to lean my head in Can't hold my balance Tip-toeing around it I cross the line and Always cry about it I take it back All I said about Wanting it back Finding comfort In the uncomfortable 'Cause it's unbearable Am I in trouble now? Learning to swim If you threw me in the water Would I sink? Nothing breaks like the bent I'm scared 'cause I know her When I go low She goes lower I fall too hard and Shatter into pieces I'm scared of heights 'Cause I tend to lean my head in Can't hold my balance Tip-toeing around it I cross the line and Always cry about it