Endless Search

I been searching for so long but I just cant find it Once it all was so easy but its just getting harder for every single day It was a fools dream and I took the wheel once again There is no hope only endless waste But at times the clouds will part Well this time is my time only mine You can call me stupid all you like I will go my own way I will chose my own destination I change direction I go where ever I please It was just a fools dream and I took the wheel once again There is no hope only endless waste Maybe if I crack my skull I will find my salvation but I'm just so tired The coffee wont save me now and it haven’t for some time Well this time is my time only mine You can call me stupid all you like I will go my own way I will chose my own destination I change direction I go where ever I please My scattered brain will light up and I lose the target In everything haste is my curse All to many things will enter my mind and I cant focus Sit down, shut up and fucking end it I am my own worst fucking enemy There's no one just as ruthless as me