Heart Shit

My head pound From overthinking About the past I think about the future As if its in the past My mind Ain't connected To my heart Is my heart and brain Even on the same page I make the same mistakes When are they No longer mistakes Doing the same thing Over and over It's called insanity My life's path Took a turn For the worse Not on my my GPS I took a left When surely I was suppose to keep straight I seem to take the wheel When God Tell me to chill Slow down Cruise control Yet I'm in the sports mode With the gas pedal down Doing hundred and six My mind racing Like speed racer Sonic or Road Runner The world a slippery slope Like a glacier I just want to explode Like TNT Remember I use to think I'll be on TNT Playing for The NBA Man how life changed This constant world wind Hurricane Had a night Thinking about taking The three eighty And ending it all Woahh you alright Is what I tell myself You bless right Relax alright Maybe I'm in my own way When will it end When will it begin Is what I ask myself This hell I'm in Looking like heaven A clear mirage Or illusion If you clueless See I've been sinning Look my life Took a U turn Lost all my changes Ain't got a dime To my name How I'm going to feed my kids How I'm going to get up And go to work My body hurt This shit is real life My Niggas out here Doing this on the daily Y'all feel me Keep your head up Tupac ninety three I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Hear shit If you breathing You always got a chance My Papa told me You do What you gotta do To feed your seeds No matter The circumstance My lady's understand That no man Is worth your pride From a nigga Who took advantage Of women Never had a problem Seducing them I'm not proud of it I use to be Then became a man Understand Some man never grow up They use you to the end I wish back then I would have been The man I am today But at least I've change Accepted life For what it is today Sometimes it's not a gift It's a ugly bitch Who whines and shit Gets on your fucking nerve Yet you love your life You wouldn't kill yourself Dig Tupac ninety three I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Tupac ninety three I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit Not hard shit I'm speaking Heart shit I'm speaking Heart shit