How I Feel

F*ck tipping your hat take it off IG follow for me I hope of course My gate keeper clearly been taking nights off I might Judge a couple niggas who I am I to judge Like the lord I'm just dumping this bullets off No remorse I keep it coming You playing both sides Cross eye I cross eyes Leave chalk lines My lines don't cross mine Trouble waters Don't want my Water dark like DuPont I need to write a book like OJ That shit might get me booked But I'm pass that I came from nothing Use to dream about everything Now I'm up and coming And really living the dream I mean it I ain't no fucking liar No jokes but I had to be Richard Pryor Not broke The type of money that's busting out your pants seams But I use credit I break bread by any means by any means This is how I feel I'm just being real Hood Nigga out the land Trying to make a mill This is how I feel I'm just being real Hood Nigga out the land Trying to make a mill I wish had deal I wish was taller I wish baller This how I feel this how I feel You a do it too if you was in my shoe But you can't walk in mine You can't afford them Balenciaga shoes On top of living in hood Military fucked me up I got issues Like the daily news I swear it's always something new Sometimes I feel like quitting Then I think about the four I got to feed Impossible to please everyone needs The voices in my head my biggest enemies Psyching me out before I even set fourth to handle things Anxiety attacking me ADHD PTSD I pop so many pills is this even really me I pop so many pills is this even really me I feel like I'm out my body watching it work without me Paralysis This is how I feel I'm just being real Hood Nigga out the land Trying to make a mill This is how I feel I'm just being real Hood Nigga out the land Trying make a mill This is how I feel Hood Nigga out the land Trying to make a mill This is how feel This is how i feel This is how I feel