Struggle

Yeah I remember them times When I ain't have nothing I have nobody to lean on I was so lost But I told myself No losses only lessons I had to struggle get where I am Get where I am Nothing was giving I work for this Work for this I had to struggled get where I am Get where I am Times was hard I ain't have a dime I ain't have a dime Anxiety was going ham Going ham I had to struggled get where I am Get where I am I ain't have nobody no helping hand No helping hand I had to struggled get where I am Struggle get where I am I had to struggle Seem like yesterday I couldn't even afford no food At McDonald's ordering Off the dollar menu Pockets was full of lint Dreaming of some steak and shrimp Just graduated high school I ain't know what to do Didn't pay attention Got kicked out most of my classes For acting a fool My GPA was so low I ain't get accepted to no school I'm Feeling lost just eighteen Wet behind the ears Only option I had was tri-C Community college I ain't feel sorry for myself I used it as fuel I'll never put myself In this predicament again Stupid mad First taste of rejection I ain't know how to accept it I ain't know how to respect it I ain't know how to respect it I had to struggle get where I am Get where I am Nothing was giving I work for this Work for this I had struggled get where I am Get where I am Times was hard I ain't have a dime I ain't have a dime Anxiety was going ham Going ham I had to struggled to get where I am Struggle I ain't have nobody no helping hand Nobody I had to struggled get where I am Struggle to get where I am I had to struggle I ain't know what my major should be What am I even into I'm passionate about music That ain't gonna pay my bills I did a year and a half in college And worked at target My check was barely enough For me to get gas food and clothing I told myself something gotta change Can't live like this I'm destined for greatness Told my mom I'm going to the Navy I gotta find my way see Growing up in the hood Their was more recruiters For Uncle Sam Then you getting a job Always was my last resort And that's where I was at Ain't even get accepted into that Cuz of my neck tat Feeling defeated and depression I turned to sour diesel Then I ain't feel nothing Nah I ain't feel nothing Floating I had to struggle get where I am Get where I am Nothing was giving I work for this Work for this I had to struggled get where I am Struggle Times was hard I ain't have a dime I ain't have a dime Anxiety was going ham Going ham I had to struggled get where I am Struggle I ain't have nobody no helping hand Nobody I had to struggled get where I am Struggle get where I am I had to struggle Army recruiter over heard me And stop me Told me they accepting Everybody We in enduring freedom You know fight in Afghanistan Before I knew it boot camp Then was off to war Like saving private Ryan Twenty years old got a career But my life could be the payment I pray everyday I make it Home Afghans bombing and shooting at me What the hell I get myself into Got off the plane can barley breath It's hot as hell I'm thinking to myself this got to be The closest thing to hell The shit I went thru To make it where I am One word blessed fam After that I told myself No losses Only Lessons man