The Color Drains Out

Silence Returns no matter how hard I scream Let down None of this has meant anything What is left to give? I gave up so much Count on me to let you down I'm not enough It's no surprise to me Always been this way Last one left alone at the end At the end of everything And I'm Sinking in deeper now Everything goes away, the color drains out And the noise is so loud Everything goes away, the color drains out Slipping Everything keeps slipping away Dragged down By things that I don't know how to change What am I doing here? Thought that I'd be gone All of those plans I had have gone wrong Outside of it all I can't start again Is that really all there was? Is that all that could have been? And I'm Sinking in deeper now Everything goes away, the color drains out And the noise is so loud Everything goes away, the color drains out Have no choice Can't let go Never was in my control Quiet now What's done is done But I am not who I've become Sinking in deeper now Everything goes away, the color drains out And the noise is so loud Everything goes away, the color drains out And all those things I should have done Or should have said I was too afraid to try I'm not here I can't stay I just came to say goodbye