You're Not Here

I haven't been myself in a very long time The eyes in my reflection looking back at me are not mine My innocence is gone, replaced with fear I'm losing track of days and nights, the minutes turn into years Every little thing, means just about everything and all your little nothings mean I'm still worth something You're not here You're not here You're not any fucking where And I'm drowning here in a crowded room In the isolation the dark consumes And I don't care I don't care I can't seem to fucking care about anyone or anything Only what I want and what I need Did you get all that you wanted from me? There's still a pulse under the skin and I'm ready to bleed I'm seeing ghosts out of the corners of my eyes They look a lot like you and like your promises, they're nothing but lies Every little thing, means just about everything and all your little nothings mean I'm still worth something You're not here You're not here You're not any fucking where And I'm drowning here in a crowded room In the isolation the dark consumes And I don't care I don't care I can't seem to fucking care about anyone or anything Only what I want and what I need You're not here You're not here You're not any fucking where And I'm drowning here in a crowded room In the isolation the dark consumes And I don't care I don't care I can't seem to fucking care about anyone or anything Only what I want and what I need