Honest Man

I don't know what is wrong with me And I don't know where to start I think that something's broken But I know it's not my heart It's who I am and it's who I'll always be Torn apart by thought and memory I want to walk the wilderness beneath an audience of stars And if I am to die out there then I'll be smiling as I starve Because I'll know I tried to break away From that shit we're forced to eat every single day I'll finally loose connection with all the cities and the cars And walk for miles and miles because you can never be too far From that twisted game your taught to play Imprisoned by numbers with lots of zeros which can only teach you to learn to hate But no matter how far I walk I'll always have these human hands So I got a little plastic bag filled with silver shiny sand And my dragon ignites my human light The world does not change but I don't care coz I'm alright Since the clock stopped moving and disappeared into the wall I swallowed half of my happiness and I'm feeling kinda small And I know that this is not ok But when I'm sinking I'm content and you can't take that away I started to discover that I wasn't quite cut out For a big house in the country side where I'd never be without When I saw what we can become A forgotten shell in an empty castle left bitter and alone As I write this song I think of how small we really are So really all this shit on life is no bigger than a half Of a fraction and it hurts my head So to ease the pain I have to simplify so for now I think you live and then you're dead They criticize my ideal life and they say I'd never last But what they all fail to see is that I couldn't be less arsed How can you waste what isn't there To be alive is not to survive it's to enjoy the life you get to live I swear In the end I'll never get lost enough, I'll never get that far This planet isn't big enough, you'll always know where you are So I guess down the road will have to do You'll find this human frozen in a biffa bin beneath a rubbish shoot So take my hand and follow me All's we need is time I want to get real close to you Swap spit and share a line Then lie with you and talk all night And as the sun comes up we'll fall asleep side by side Give me a reason to say I tried To kill the black dog deep inside Open the green door we hide behind Give me a reason to change my mind